DeCeMbEr302009- OMG FINALLY!

11:11pm

Kso, for once, my 11:11 wish came true
I saw my Juliet for the first time in about two weeks!

God it was so hard not to crush her in a hug!

but I'm happy now :)
This was by far the best part of my break!
Mmm getting to taste those sweet lips,
hold that sexy body,
smell her sweet scent,
GAH <3 Im in love!

K, now wtf is a tall double chocolate frappa-thing?
It taste worse then it looks..
And it looks like shit!
Ehh, after about the 4th sip forced into my mouth
It tasted kinda good :P

Yeah, xBox 360 rocks lol
Other then hanging out/talking to Kristin
that's all I do
It's awesome :P
CoD: MW2
Yeah... imma loser xD

Lmao, today was still pretty cool!
I asked her to marry me...
she said YES!
I couldn't help but smile...
But I was thinking about pie :)
Mmm... piiiiieee <3

DeCeMbEr292009- EXCITED!!

2:03am

OMG OMG OMG OMG
IM SO FUCKING HAPPY
AFTER 12 DAYS..
I GET TO SEE KRISTIN!!!
My God its been so long..
I miss her sooo much :(
It's killing me!
But when I see her,
I'm gonna make every second count
ILYSFMBABY<3

DeCeMbEr282009- talk about sucking..

1:00am

Yeah... 2009 SUCKED
Like, not even just alittle
flat out sucked platypuss shit!
Come on, like nothing good happened

• awesome people died (R.I.P)
• Lost hella-lotta friends
• Fucked up life
• Emo-ness

srsly like gimme a break

The only good things from 2009 were:

• Kristin Chamberlain <3
• Closer with friends...
• High school

Hilight of my life... first point right there!
Kristin J. Chamberlain...
The girl of my dreams
The girl who can always make me smile
Laugh, cry... makes my heart skip a beat
Everything about her makes me love her more and more
And I wouldn't trade it for the world
But I fucked up so much
I don't believe she's still with me
But she is
And I'm never taking that for granted again
I love you... <3
Romeo&Juliet<3

DeCeMbEr26/09- Feelin Better..

1:07am

Yeah, Christmas wasnt a total fail
Didn't get what I wanted
And no I'm not talking about presents
Sure, presents are nice,
But all I really wanted was you
I need you in my arms!
It's been far too fucking long!
I wanna hold you
Kiss you...
Make you feel special
Romeo&Juliet<3

Drank alot more then I usually do
Didn't get drunk
For me, that's impossible
No matter how much I drink
Iunno why, just never happened
But iunno why I drank so much...
I think I'm just sad
But it's ok
My baby's back home
So I can prolly see her tomorrow
Gah I lOvE hEr

later ppls...

DeCeMbEr242009- Yeah...Merry my ass

12:57am

Kso, this Christmas...
BULLSHIT!
Doesn't feel special
Why should it?
Yeah it's Jesus' Birth
But if you're not spending it
With the one you want to be with
Then no matter what the occasion
It's not gonna be so 'merry'

She's prolly havin' alotta fun right now
And I'm glad she is, she deserves it!
But I really want her to come home
Its been a fucking week!
and I'm tired of not seeing her
I just wanna hold her in my arms
But I guess she'll be home soon enough
Though her mom prolly won't let her see me
My oh my this is fucked up
Down right sucks if you ask me
Yeah, Merry Christmas...

DeCeMbEr232009- Mall Crawl

4:46pm

Back from Square!
Live times with HJK and PKZB
Epic Fail! Hwan Jin banged his head 5 times today!
New Hoodie? Yessir! Damn sexiness
Girls were checkin me out
Ehh w.e I got a girl
Gotta love her <3

Chillin with the Jamieson's tonight
No jammin, Guitar at H-Base
s'iight, I just chill with Mario, Chiara and Aurellio
Merry Christmas Bitches :)

Romeo&Juliet (Almost 4 months)

10:46pm

Back from jam
Pretty fun, lmao halo with Mario
Gay sex with Mario
T-Bag Mario+Chiara
Soo much homoness

Arguement with Kristin :(
Stupidest thing ever
I hope she's not mad at me
I hate when she is
Because we always say shit we don't mean
iloveyouandimsorry<3
Come home soon baby
I miss you
Tasha, You, and I can chill
But I just wanna hold you!
Forever..

DECEMBER22/09- Second Thought

2:35pm

K so I was thinking
I don't deserve her
I love her
and I'm not gonna let her go
She's gonna have to get rid of me
But in all truth
She deserves WAY better
But she says I make her happy
and that's all I want for her
Happiness
And I want her to feel loved
By ME :$
She's the reason I get up in the morning
When I don't really want to
She's far away now
This is the longest I've ever gone without seeing her
Pisses me off
But we're just gonna have to make every second count

DECEMBER22/09- Tryna keep it in check

3:00am


just floatin at this point
thinkin what i wanna do
what im gonna do
it's my life now


     1: Boxer
     2: Military
     3: Doctor
     4: Lawyer


Eyy I know one thing
whatever imma do
imma be right there
beside you
every step of the way


those mistakes i made
yee i know i can't forget
nobody can
but its a live n learn type thing
so all you dusters
if you dont like me
tell me!
because i may fuck up
but atleast i finish right!
Romeo&Juliet ftw bitch!

dEcEmBeR212009- Man this sucks

9:00pM

Man, this Christmas is gonna suck so bad!
The only person I really wanna spend it with
I CAN'T!
I know I should be glad that I'm with my family,
But I'm not! I spend every year with them!
I wanna change it!
And what's worse...
I haven't seen my baby girl all week!
I miss her so much!
I just wanna hold her so tight right now :$
And kiss her sweet lips..
GAH! I love her <3
Romeo&Juliet <3

DeCeMbEr2109- Been a while

1:51am

Hey everyone! Yes I know what you're thinking!
It's been a while since I last blogged!
I got a crap load of shit to tell you now :P

After Kristin and I got back together
alot of shit happened! Firstly
people were bitching like crazy!
Calling her a whore and shit for going back
and it started to get to her! So she dumped me
because she didn't wanna lose her friends!
I remember crying for the whole fucking day!
but we talked, for like two hours after school!
cried more! and got back together!
I've known her for just over three months now
and every day my love for her grows stronger!
She's EvErYtHiNg to me! She's amazing!
She forgives me for my mistakes!
We spend so much time together
And I love every second of it
I love her <3

Fuck! Can't believe that my next fight..
is at the Bamptom Cup!
Thats fucking AMAZING! =D
Yo, no lies, Imma knock his ass OUT
I hope my baby girl can come watch me!
She'd make me work twice as hard,
she's my inspiration :$

November 2nd 2009- Without You I'm Miserable At Best

10:11am

K, so I think I made a mistake
Oh Well... All I needed was...
cLoSuRe
I don't think I'm moving on
any time soon anyways...
But atleast now I know
Know not to hope anything
anything at all will happen

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Didn't know what I was missing
Till I was missing you :(
FML

fail

yeah mayne
maybe one day we can try again
but I`ll know not to get my hopes up
and to listen to nobody but you
If I wanna know something
I`ll ask you, personally
This way, I know exactly whats going on
I should know my friends like fucking around
Shit, I DID know
but I ignored it
and now...
now...
nooooww...
PoInTlEsS
all over again

I want you
I need you
iHAVEyou